On "Vacation"...

[Seven]

Hello Miscellaneous Members of Foxflame!

I'm posting to say that I'm going to be giving myself a "vacation" from FF. In vacation, I actually mean I'm going to be studying like crazy for the next two days for my math exam, and then my mom will be coming to visit me again for the weekend.

However, I am not sure that I'll be gone for just those five days. Lately, I've been sort of out of it and rather depressed, and as a result, rping has been feeling like a chore and I've found myself trying to avoid it. Perhaps it's just my point of view, but I've been feeling like everything I write lately falls flat and goes nowhere and is just plan boring. I could go on a long list, but I'll save you all from that sort of ramble, since I don't want to bore you to tears more so than I'm doing now. I've just lost my inspiration and motivation, I guess.

My sincerest apologies to those waiting on me specifically for continuation of a thread. In the case of multi-player rps (such as CM and Room Of Characters), please continue without me. I'll catch up later.

So...I won't be on. If I do come on, it might just be on the cbox. While I'm gone, I appoint (god, I'm going to regret this later) Aka temporary leader of FF and Pan can be her back up for when Aka's not around.

Anyways, happy role-playing. See you guys...eventually.

Sincerely,
Seven

[Pan]

I am vary sorry to hear that Seven, I didn't know you where depprest lately... i'm sorry that the rps now feel like a chore and not just to have fun. I hope this vacation will help you out, you do need time away from the rps seeing as you are in so many. Don't forget that if something is really bothering you that you can still give Aka and I a call. We are your friend and well be there for you ok.

[Asila]

Seven, you know you can ramble at me any time you like, right? I seriously doubt you would bore anyone to tears with such a ramble.

But sometimes taking a break from everything here helps. I hope you feel better soon, too. Foxflame just isn't the same without you.

Just remember that you can always call me. And don't let me run off with the conversation the first chance I get! I won't shut up! *needs to learn the concept of 'discipline', whatever that is*

In all seriousness, though, you're my friend and I would cheerfully face any nightmare imaginable for you, so if you need someone to talk to call me. Or I will call you and be an awkward spaz about it. *terrifying threat*

[Seven]

Thanks guys, you're real pals. I feel better just reading your comments. I know that I said I wouldn't be around for the next two days, but the "amazing" thing about being depressed is that being more antisocial doesn't help much.

Pan, I think you might be onto something with me being in too many rps. It means I can't stay focused and in character long enough in any particular one. I think I have kind of known I've been out of it since the time Asila posted her "Return from the Night" in CM. Usually, I'm excited, know what I'm going to say, and post right away...but that time (and now) I just kept pushing it away.

Oh, and I feel kind of like a jerk for the phrasing in my first post (saying it feels like a chore and the like.) I don't want anyone to think that they're boring me or anything, because that's not it. Everyone here is wonderful and creative and I love you all. It's just that it's hard for me to be enthusiastic about anything right now. For that, I'm sorry. I'd like to be able to talk about it, but I can't. I'm not really sure what's wrong.

So, feel free to psychoanalyze away, or something. Bye guys.

[Rojo]

*Stands still for about thirty seconds with his finger in the air and a overly-dramatic hero expression on his face*
...
I'm a bit late on the whole compliment thing, aren't I? *Curses his laziness* Erm. Damnation!
Well...uh...you're awesome and Foxflame, nay (Seriously, though this sounds sad) my life wouldn't be the same without you or anyone else here. Well, it sounds mushy and sad but it's true.
But if you need to take a break or something, that be awesome. We'll all be here when you get back. We may or may not be holding various sharp implements when you do, but the main thing is we'll be here, right? Oh, and if you think you're in too many RPs, just drop any with me in them. Doesn't help much since I have *looks*...two going, but "every little helps" right? No one get that? Curse you and your American shopping centres! Anyway Seven, you are teh awezumz and if you need to say "stop" for a while then just know that we'll all be sitting here with welcoming arms (And possibly napalm) when you return.

Yah.

[Seven]

*hugs Rojo* Thank you, that was really sweet. I swear to god I'm going to try to kidnap you one day if you keep that up! (And this is when Rojo would end up backing away slowly, muttering that I'm a pedophile. I was joking, sheesh!) But really, thank you to everyone. You've all been so kind and supportive. I've been feeling much better, so you can count on me being back, more or less. Once again, thanks everyone!