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Post by Pan on May 11, 2005 18:45:58 GMT -5
and it true!
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Post by eiodo on May 11, 2005 18:57:36 GMT -5
((sorry, guys.
its a long story
but basically i started to feel the slightest bit left out and that made me really emotional for no real reason
but now that i've talked to someone a little i realise that it wasnt actually this that made me feel like this
i was trying to talk to someone who still hasnt forgiven me
i know she was there and i was just pouring my heart out to her
but she refused to even say anything whatsoever
all i want from her is just for her to show me that she forgives me... god, nobody can hold a grudge like girls can...
i feel terrible about what i did
but shes kinda just being mad at me for no freakin reaso now
i know i was wrong for what i did, but shes just gone overboard with it
every day i have to put on this fake smile when im at school and pretend that everything is ok
i try to smile and say hi to her when i see her in the halls
even though shes not doing anything, she just ignores me, like i dont exist
........... and to top it all off, shes moving and that means that time wont heal this problem...))
*washes his hot face in the water from the creek*
*sigh* ok
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Post by seven on May 11, 2005 19:01:30 GMT -5
Wow....that's harsh....who is she?
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Post by Pan on May 11, 2005 19:01:55 GMT -5
oo you tolled me this
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Post by eiodo on May 11, 2005 19:02:39 GMT -5
none of you would know her...
... her name is kendra though
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Post by seven on May 11, 2005 19:05:19 GMT -5
listen, you should stop begging her Eiodo. Your a verys sweet guy, and if she's not willing to put a mistake behind her, then she isn't worth such sincere apologize. It just shows what an unloyal friend she is, and that later on, she would have probably betrayed you.
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Post by eiodo on May 11, 2005 19:06:57 GMT -5
its not A mistake... its like 10 or 15 mistakes... and on top of that, in making those mistakes i broke a promise to her
and that promise was a begging for another chance... and i broke that...
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Post by Kiara on May 11, 2005 21:02:05 GMT -5
She's not worth it.
But I'll talk to her anyway...if it makes you happy.
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Post by eiodo on May 11, 2005 21:04:35 GMT -5
thanks... it would be alot off of my mind/concience
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Post by Kiara on May 11, 2005 21:09:50 GMT -5
Ya, if she decides to listen to me...  |
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Post by eiodo on May 11, 2005 21:14:52 GMT -5
yea
i doubt that...
but thank you so much!
i think it'll help alot
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Post by Kiara on May 11, 2005 21:47:32 GMT -5
Its not a problem.  |
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Post by eiodo on May 12, 2005 8:04:18 GMT -5
.. maybe not to you, but its a BIG problem to me
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Post by Phantom on May 12, 2005 16:30:41 GMT -5
"what did you do anyhow?"
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Post by eiodo on May 12, 2005 16:34:43 GMT -5
basically i kept trying to touch her and then she'd mumble something like "could you please...." and knowing what she meant, i'd always stop
the thing is, after a while i'd get confused thinking that she didnt know what she wanted or something
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